[hider=I don't want... (Vent Warning)][center]I don't want to be a failure,

I don't want to be a nuisance,

I don't want to be a coward,

I don't want to be a mistake.

I don't want to fail everyone,

I don't want to be a bother,

I don't want to be a disgrace,

But I can't help but be scared.

I'm worried.

I'm stressed.

I want to escape to my imagination.

My wonderland,

My own reality,

My own melody.

And yet,

The real world pulls me back in.

I can't escape, no matter how much I try.

I hate this.

I hate this so much.

Maybe it's better if I embrace who I really am,

A puppet on a string,

A hollow doll,

The shadow of myself...














I'm sorry.

I'm pathetic, aren't I?

I'll leave you be now.[/center][/hider]