It's mostly my own fault, I didn't really think the training excercise through and by the time I realized that it was too late to back out; that caused me a fair bit of stress, and when I get stressed out I start to lose interest in things. Then we had a full month without posts which slowly sapped away my motivation to keep writing for this RP, that feeling of "why should I bother" started to set in. I figured I should just give some advance warning that I might drop out rather than just coming completely out of left field with it.