Saeril hated to lie, but she had to keep up on her duty, and the last thing she needed was to let Kili and Yavanna express feelings of confusion, fear, and if possible, rage. It made her become reluctant, and the fear of becoming a terrible guardian continued from within. However, she knew it was to come sooner than later. It only made feel like a coward, rather than strong individual she usually portrayed herself to be. Once they reach Rivedenll, all will be revealed, and she will have to open herself up to them. The question is: Was she ready to do so? Climbing upon her own horse, Saeril looked back at her best friend, and nodded in thanks and good-bye, before following behind the princess, with Kili trailing behind. Dis watched them disappear with a sad smile. The wind felt so relieving against her fair skin, and through her hair. The sights of land dashed passed them, and Saeril didn't hesitate to keep her Elven eyes open for anything out of the ordinary. Throughout the entire trip, she thought about how she should explain herself.