[@Sewer Rat] if you are seriously debating committing suicide then contact the 24/7 Suicide Prevention Hotline. (1-800-273-8255), talking helps, believe me, as someone who has had thoughts of suicide. Things [b]will[/b] get better, I can almost guarantee you're still young and have many years ahead of you. Life is beautiful, even if it has its fair share of bad moments. It's not worth ending it. 

Suicide is never the answer. People care about you even if you don't really think they do, [b]but they do[/b]. They will be devastated if they learned you killed yourself, it's not the answer. 

Things will get better.