[quote=@Fractured]
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Is it right... to stop something like that? Something that's a part of my life cycle?
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It's really a personal decision. If you feel it's wrong you dont have to. In my personal opinion, If I were in your shoes, I'd stop it at all costs, If it's that bad of a change. I'd rather keep myself than to become something I don't want to be.