[@SleepingSilence] 
I have also posted an RP thread in the “Free” and “Casual” sections of my improved thread for 1x1 purposes and yet still having it called “lazy”, “convoluted” and to “change it to look pretty” exemplifies the obsessive need to add flash to a thread.
	Free roleplays on this thread in terms of a group I do want to have better success overall but it has been highly elusive for me as I have suffered drops at the planning phase of an RP, during a roleplay where I have replied to the partner that was interested and they haven't replied back since I have done so. Hell, I even got blocked for no reason with no warning on another site before even joining up on this site.
I took a chance with an edited alternate RP thread when I had someone look it over and after posting it I felt pretty good then.
I have asked myself if I do enjoy writing and I do enjoy it because of the creative possibilities there are to choose from between two people.
In terms of “Taking Chances” and when it comes to me being hesitant I am because I feel no one is interested in my ideas and what I am bringing by my interest thread, sure I have edited it and tinkered with it before the serious edit I have recently done a few times. 

I will say this in regards to the offer of an alternate 1x1 page you can cause no one else hasn't offered outside of one other. At the rate I'm going in terms of not having new partners I would consider as you said in your statement; “sometimes if you want something, you have to do it yourself.”