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[h1][color=bc8dbf]Yukari Yozakura[/color][/h1][/center]

It's been some time since Yukari was discharged from the hospital. These past few days have been a total blur. Likely due to the sedatives. She received some surgery on her leg so she could walk again, but she would need to use crutches for a while. She had a chunk of her flesh missing from her leg now, and her rubbery body didn't make it any easier for the doctors to try and salvage her leg. Even now she could feel an odd imbalance with her movement. It didn't hurt, but because she was so used to a specific tempo in her movement, the missing weight threw off her balance by a lot. Still... Yukari couldn't give up. That was her first real fight against a villain. And while it wasn't great, she liked to think she had what it takes to do more. She just needed time to rest, and focus on other things for now. [color=bc8dbf]"Yes... Rest and focus...."[/color]

Neither things Yukari has been able to do at all. Try as she might, she's been having nightmares about that day. What she thought would have been a fun and exciting battle against criminals turned into such a disaster. Her opponent wasn't even fighting her; he was just playing around. Who knows what could have happened if Donny wasn't there to also take a beating. Despite being blind Yukari could see it all in her mind; the brutality, the cruelty, how vicious he was in tearing her apart. It was something she didn't think about when she signed up to be a hero; that darker part of reality where things don't have a happy ending. Where heroes loose, badly, and are humiliated for it. It made Yukari terrified of what would happen if she tries to fight again and finds herself against an opponent she can't beat. Ever since she came to Komei she has won nothing and lost everything. No, it went ever further than that. Ever since she left the circus all she's found was a little bit of hope and a lot more disappointment. She trained alongside Jett and his Uncle, and yet Yukari has failed to measure up at all. People can talk a lot of sentimental things about how a hero is about their heart and determination, but no one wants a hero who can't win. And Yukari... Has never won.

Dwelling on these thoughts Yukari didn't realize how close to the stairs she was and fell down. She tried to catch herself but the moment she hit the first staircase she had a vision of that man slamming her against the pavement and her body froze up. Before she could snap out of it she hit the stairs a second time, and a third, until eventually she was on the lower floor in a small heap. She wasn't hurt thanks to her quirk but what hurt her wasn't physical. She started to breath rapidly and shake her head violently. [color=bc8dbf]"No, no no no no..."[/color] She gripped her head and squeezed as hard as she could as if she could some how crush these nightmares out from her head. But even as she tried all she did was cause a bit of a scene as she struggled to her feet. When she tried to take a step she faulted thanks to her wound, and her crutches were still on the stair case.

[color=bc8dbf]"... Pathetic. And I'm suppose to be a hero..."[/color]