I know that I say I hardly have any filter for what comes out of my mouth, but when I become angry, that small filter disappears. Where I would normally catch myself and go 'No, don't say that, you'll make matters worse' my mentality switches to 'Say the mean shit. They deserve it. Make them suffer.'

But in the end, I always end up apologizing, even if I did actually mean what I said. Why? Because I'm the kind of person that strives to make others happy. Not a people pleaser. I just want everyone to smile and laugh - mainly because I rarely do.