"Uh, kind of," Alicia replied, trying to stretch out her back in the seat.  She began to shake her head slightly as she thought back on her brother.  She struggles to believe he was actually gone.  Part of her thought that when she got home she would see Jake lying in his bed.  She knew better than this, but couldn't help but imagine.  She wanted Jake to be home and safe, but he wasn't.  "I don't know if I can go home," Alicia told Juliette in all honesty.  She brought her hands up to her temples and tried to massage the sadness and stress away.  Still unaware their destination was Juliette's home, Alicia tried to prepare herself to go to a home without Jake.