Janius' answer did not leave Julan looking much less uncertain. "Um, well, I don't think I've learned that quick. Mother has been teaching me for a while. And Aunt Meesei only ever speaks Jel when it's just us. I think mother asked her to." Julan stayed close by his father, obviously intending to go wherever he went. He was hungry, but still was not thinking much about food at this point. "Do you think the rite really is a good idea? What if...I mean...I'm [i]very[/i] strong, you know?" He asked incoherently. He was much stronger than any normal Argonian his age should be, but was not sure how to phrase it around others, even if most did not speak Cyrodilic. [hr] Ahnasha did not budge from where she was, though neither did she show any signs of being upset with Rhazii. "Come on, let's just sit down for a moment. It's a lot to take in. I'll admit, [i]my[/i] first kill might have been a bit easier. I was attacked; had to defend myself. I didn't have much time to think about it until later. Hunting someone is a bit harder, but safer, overall. Tell me, what is it about this that you think is troubling you? From your own perspective, what is it that you are having a hard time dealing with? I've killed more people than most warriors will ever even [i]fight[/i], so I guarantee I can offer you some help."