[center][h1][b][color=dodgerblue]Wards:[/color] How Do You Like Your Coffee?[/b][/h1] [@yoshua171][@Gardevoiran][@BCTheEntity][@Lugubrious][/center] [hr] [Center] [img]http://txt-dynamic.cdn.1001fonts.net/txt/dHRmLjQ0LmU5MzJmMS5UR2xzYkdsaGJnLCwuMA,,/pink-gladiolus.one.png[/img][/center] [hr] Lillian froze as Elliot replied, tensing as his words struck at tender parts of her past. Tears dropped into her hot chocolate, slowly but consistently, as he left. She didn't register Kendall's question, her mind replaying his words in a circle in her head. It was hard, didn't he get it? Didn't he get that reaching out across a gap that he had made was impossible? She wasn't strong enough for that! Her fists clenched under the table, shaking, as the tears fell faster. Didn't he get she didn't want to be alone? She didn't want to - she wasn't.... She took a shuddering breath as Alessa spoke up and Evelyn left, failing to center herself or calm the guilt. She had Alessa, but for how long? She didn't have anyone else. She didn't know how to prove she didn't hate him when he wouldn't even let anyone try. He was right, wasn't he? She [I]was[/I] weak. She'd always been weak. She stood up suddenly, wiping at her wet face, as she came to a decision she didn't even know she was making until it hit her. She just wouldn't be weak anymore. Problems solved. It really was... That easy. The tears still falling she motioned for the other two to follow. She caught Evelyn saying something about a gap before she planted herself right in front of Elliot. Stepping closer, looking up at him, she let out a shuddering breath. [Color=pink]"You're right. You're an asshole, and you're just as bad as I am, but we're going to go back to HQ, convince this backstabbing jerk that he can be important for once, and we're going to leave a mark against the Community. Today,"[/color] she said with a surprisingly steady voice. [Color=pink]"You don't know anything about me either, Elliot, and you've never tried. From the day I joined until now you've always purposely avoided me. Well no more. Cause damnit I'm tired of crying and being the weak link. I don't know how to bridge gaps or make friends or be a hero but..."[/color] She moved, wrapping her arms around his midsection in an awkward hug. [Color=pink]"I'm sorry for my part in making you feel like I did for all those years. I understand if I can't fix it, but I want to."[/color]