[@gorgenmast] you have given me a new perspective on how suburban peeps look at the suburban realm. I grew up, hating white people and black people when I was younger. I'm a mixed person, and that didn't condemn me amongst me black family members as much as it did the way I talked. my mom made sure school was my focus before all, and this lead to me being the most proper speaking person in my family, which in turn lead to family members, of all ages, calling me white, or often saying i "talk white". And my hatred for white people was fueled by not only being bullied by my black family members, but I'd spend the summers of my childhood in rural Virginia. A lot of little girls had crushes on me, and their older brothers didn't like that, so I used to get chased down the street by white teens screaming the n-word at me. The only things that saved me from my hatred, were these two white twins I befriended who was my age. they had a psycho dog (basically Cujo) that wore a shock collar. I was the first black kid they ever saw and they were my first white friends. The thing was, we would always talk and play over a fence. There was a wire around the perimeter around the yard, that if the dog passed, it'd get the living fuck shocked out of the poor dog. The hate for black people never necessarily left but was transformed into me refusing to be biased against or toward people, and equally prejudiced or critically. 

I'd like to say thank you for sharing, and giving me a new perspective on how people in the suburbs view people in the more urban communities, I honestly appreciate it. I've always had the preconceived notion that it was always more of a condescending thing, but to know that curiosity is in the realm of possibility really makes it more amusing to me 💀 I know a YouTuber, very funny, who covers movies and other things JUST AS LOW BUDGET (some of them I seen on my trek through Tubi). Lemme know if you want the link (he also covers low budget horrors and old shows like the twilight zone)