[quote=@Host] *Clenches my teeth through the pain until they crack and shatter as tears stream down my cheeks* [/quote] I can't let you be like me. I was a monster, too. I killed. I slaughtered. I couldnt change myself. I.... I was helped. Someone stuck with me, through it all. Forced me to rear my head at the ugly wrongs ive commited. Ive been atoning since those days....