[center][i][u]From the mind of Meg[/u][/i][/center]

14th Rain's Hand- Well, here I am. Just 'bout t'head off into dwemer ruins for the first time. It's kinda scary? A li'l. I wonder if J'raij ever wen' down in one of 'em? I hope the rest've the people here know how t'get shit done... Talos, don' let me die please.[hr]
17th Rain's Hand- I'm alive... but lotsa people died. It... doesn' feel good. I wanna cry but I'm too tired. I just wana get paid an' go home. Wherever that is...[hr]
23rd Rain's Hand- Finally we're in Imperial City! It's... so much bigger than I thought. Whiterun looks nothin' like this place. Thank Talos Judena was 'round t'show me an' Latro 'round the place. There's so much t'see here. Why'd Pa leave? Oh right, soldierin' ain' his thing... Maybe I'mma stay here a li'l longer 'fore headin' back to Skyrim.[hr]
26th Rain's Hand- I... dunno how I'm still alive. They just- outta nowhere, they're here. Dwemer. HOW?! They're s'posed t'be dead, gone, somewhere NOT here. So many bodies, so much blood. How... how're we gonna get outta here?

Are they goin' t'Skyrim? Will Pa an' Sylven be alright?[hr]
4th Second Seed- Tired... but at least I helped out! Everyone's doin' somethin, couldn' just be a useless lump. Went out with Judena, an' Durantel. They sent me away an' I was sure he was gonna... He didn' though. Maybe I'm just thinkin' too dark now. 'Least I got some food. Wish this damn cut would stop hurtin' so much.[hr]
15th Second Seed- We havta leave again. I dunno much what happened, but the Dominion's here an'... well. I dunno. Maybe it's better t'move, like Rhea's sayin'? Brynja's agreein' with it. Sora seems pissed though. Heard someone close t'her died in the city... maybe 'cause of that?

At least the new people are comin' with us it seems. T'was nice meetin' 'em. One was friendly, shared his drink. [hr]
21st Second Seed- I kinda wanna cry right now? Sora's just... left. It doesn' make sense I'd feel bad, right? Just thought the group would stay together. But tha's stupid. Why would it? Maybe it's time I figure out what I'mma do... after some drinks.[hr]
24th Second Seed- Rhea's... dead. By the Dominion. I can' think anymore, it hurts too much inside.[hr]
30th Second Seed- Tired... sick... urgh. 'least I'm not on a bloody ship anymore. It's so hot here, feels like Oblivion. And what in Talos' name is with all the dwemer. I hate them. I hate the Altmer. I feel like I hate everyone... no, no, tha's just stupid. Can' be like shitty folk who think all khajiit are thieves... ugh. I need a drink.[hr]
31st Second Seed- Talos, I feel alive tonight, finally doin' sommat I'm good at. Raidin' the garrison reminds me of headin' down in the crypts, 'cept I don' havta worry 'bout livin' people. Hrmm... hope I didn' let anyone too terrible out.[hr]
1st Midyear- I heard somethin' maybe I shouldn've... I dunno what t'think. Did he really...?

I talked t'Sora... couldn' not since she caught me listenin'. T'was nice... we never really had a talk like that. I always saw her as someone strong, smart... maybe a li'l aloof. Bu' really, she's just like us. Ain' fair for her, havin' t'hold all've our lives on her shoulders. T'was nice though... I know she can do it. Now I gotta do what I gotta.

... her and Latro. Heehee.[hr]
2nd Midyear- I talked t'him. It was kinda... hard? I got pissed. There somethin' differen' 'bout him an' I just... don' know what. But I don' wan' t'lose my friend. I like him. Bah. Mara, I didn' know you played jokes.[hr]
3rd Midyear- Met a boy in town, li'l skeever tried t'rob me, should've know better. Poor thin'... brought him back t'the hotel for food, told 'im no more stealin' else I'mma kick his ass. He's gonna be my own li'l guide.

Got m'hair cut too. Shorter than ever... I like it.[hr]
4th/5th Midyear- There was a party. It was nice 'til it wasn'. Drank too much an'... I shouldn've asked him. I feel small, smaller than an ant. I jus'... wanna hide.

'Least I did talk to Jaraleet. Shudda listened t'him 'fore. 'Least he didn' get angry. Hugged him... t'was nice when he hugged back.[hr]
7th Midyear- Sora's gone. She's been bloody gone for a while an' no one noticed. NO ONE! I shudda noticed. I'mma fuckin' awful friend. I'mma find her. Even if I gotta do it myself.

Jaraleet's gonna come too. Glad for help... he's better'an me at this stuff.

He's hurt. He's hurt 'cause of me. I'm awful. I'm the worst. I hate m'self. Mara help me.

Dunno who this... Sevari is. I think he hates me... it's okay, I hate me too. Still, he's helpin' Jaraleet, an' that's all that matters.

Latro is gone too. Why... why didn' I know this? I really am a shitty friend.

We went t'another place, where Gregor an' Raelynn are stayin'. They... they were nice. Both of 'em. Funny how that happened. I said sorry t'Gregor. I still think... well, it doesn' matter. He was nice t'me. I feel kinda better.[hr]
8th Midyear- Do not fuck with my friends. Gottit, world? Else I'mma pummel you somethin' fierce.[hr]
12th Midyear- Finally got t'tell them. I hate I couldn' b'fore... but I couldn' leave Zahir alone.

Judena is pissed. Never though' I'd see that. Still... good. We should be pissed. All of us.

Latro... How?!? Doesn' matter. 'Least he's back now... but then, tha' means Sora's alone. Ugh. All this chitter chatter an' she's by herself... 'least we're gonna do somethin' though... I need a drink.

Jaraleet foun' me. He's actin'... strange. But I like it... he's more 'an people see him as. Wish he'd see that too. This feelin' in me, it's like it was with J'raij. Lost once, I ain' gonna lose again.[hr] 
13th Midyear- Latro came t'visit. It was a surprise but it was nice. It felt like... ol' times, 'fore the world went t'shit.[hr]
14th Midyear- We're gonna do it. We're gonna get Sora outta there. No matter what. Oblivion take us if we don'.[hr]