[hider=MISFIT NATE][color=silver][center] [img]https://fontmeme.com/permalink/190325/0e7514df1abf8e8406196d31f7c3315b.png[/img] [sub][i]Nathan Matthews[/I][/sub] [img]https://i.imgur.com/EperHq7.png[/img] [sup][h3]19 • Male • Straight[/h3] (FC: Herman Tømmeraas; Dialogue: [color=AD5050][b]AD5050[/b][/color]) [/sup] ♫ [url=https://soundcloud.com/sons-of-bourbon/shared-loneliness][color=AD5050][i]This ain't love but it’s close enough. Let’s pretend til the morning comes. Then we’ll go our separate ways. Sharing beds, sharing loneliness.[/i][/color][/url] ♫[/center] [color=AD5050]▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃[/color] [indent][sub][h3][color=AD5050]►[/color] reputation[/h3][/sub] [indent]Nathan is what you would call a mothers dream. He is tall somewhat handsome and gets good grades. If he still had a mother she would probably be bragging about him to everyone who would listen and Nathan would of course sit red faced and deny every bit of praise shot his way, because such is Nathan humble to the point of delusion of his own worth. He refuses to put himself over anyone else because he believes that his triumphs is solely based on luck and great timing, rather than his hard work and diligence. The one thing he took away from his father was that if you wanted a good life you had to work hard, nothing was ever going to be handed to you. So therefore Nathan almost never slacks of when it comes to work or school which can be to the annoyance of his friends when he says no to the second party in a row. Nate has a kindness to him which makes him extremely approachable and that might be why he always gives a cheery "Hello!" at you when you pass him in the hall. Though his cheery exterior is somewhat hard to crack since he keeps his chewy personal center mostly to himself, only his closest friends know about his family situation and he likes to keep it that way. He is also quite rancorous, if someone had been mean to him or otherwise done something that he does not agree with, he will hold it against that person until he is proven wrong. He can be a loyal friend but he can also drop you without a backwards glance if you piss him off enough. [/indent] [sub][h3][color=AD5050]►[/color] noteworthy appearance traits[/h3][/sub] [indent]Deep set eyes and a strong jawline[/indent] [sub][h3][color=AD5050]►[/color]favorite item[/h3][/sub] [indent]His Leica M240[/indent] [sub][h3][color=AD5050]►[/color] current dilemma[/h3][/sub] [indent]Nate is struggling with the fact that he is leaving his sister home alone with their father. He worries that she’ll have to fend for herself.[/indent] [sub][h3][color=AD5050]►[/color] warning[/h3][/sub] [indent]Nate is a very laidback guy, nothing really bothers him. Just don't be an asshole![/indent][/indent] [color=AD5050]▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃[/color] [indent][sub][h3][color=AD5050]►[/color] quirks[/h3][/sub] [indent][list][*] Hums when he concentrates [*] Documents everything through his camera [*] Has a big apetite[/list][/indent] [sub][h3][color=AD5050]►[/color] hobbies[/h3][/sub] [indent][list][*] Photography [*] Writing [*] Beach parties [*] Blogging (He has a food/photo blog) [*] Late night snack runs [/list][/indent] [sub][h3][color=AD5050]►[/color] dreams[/h3][/sub] [indent]Nathan dreams of seeing the world, he wants to make up for always being stuck at home to look after his sister. He wants to take a gap year before college to travel but he is unsure if that is the right thing for him to do, this trip is his way of testing the waters.[/indent] [sub][h3][color=AD5050]►[/color] fears[/h3][/sub] [indent]His biggest fear is to be alone, that his sister and he will grow apart and that his friends and he will lose touch after this trip. [/indent] [sub][h3][color=AD5050]►[/color] likes/dislikes[/h3][/sub] [indent][color=00a651]✔[/color] Running [color=00a651]✔[/color] Kissing [color=00a651]✔[/color] Eating out ( at a restaurant…silly) [color=ed1c24]✖[/color] His father [color=ed1c24]✖[/color] Cold showers [color=ed1c24]✖[/color] Birds [/indent] [/indent] [color=AD5050]▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃[/color] [indent][sub][h3][color=AD5050]►[/color] occupation[/h3][/sub] [indent]”Blogger/Influencer”, Barista at a small coffee shop[/indent] [sub][h3][color=AD5050]►[/color] family[/h3][/sub] [center][img]https://i.imgur.com/OyhEerP.png[/img] [sub][color=AD5050]Father - Liam Matthews | Sister - Addison Matthews[/color][/sub][/center] [sub][h3][color=AD5050]►[/color] brief history[/h3][/sub] [indent]Nathan was born in to the middle class family of Liam and Molly Matthews and had a normal childhood and even had the great pleasure to have a cute baby sister enter his life. So he and his sister Addison had the start of a quite normal and happy childhood until tragedy happened when he was six, his mother was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer at a routine checkup. And though she put up a good fight for a year or so she eventually succumbed to the demon growing inside of her and she passed away. Naturally the family was broken down in despair Molly Matthews was the guiding light for so many people and mostly so for Nathan's father Liam who took the death of his darling wife so hard he went in to a depression so deep that he was not recognizable, he lost his job as an high school psychology teacher and subsequently lost the house in which they had been living in, which meant they had to move in with Nathan's grandparents. His father never really recovered from his wife's death and spent most of the day lying in bed being unreachable and while Nathan would never go as far as to say that it was neglect, he cannot say that his father raised him. That lot fell on his loving grandparents. But as time wore on his grandparents grew weary of Liam's behavior and eventually made him go back to his teachers job, which meant they had to move away to Los Angeles where a new school graciously hired his father. Uprooting Nathan just as he was about to enter high school, so when they arrived in this small town Nathan had a chance to start over and he was hell bent on creating a better life for him and his sister here! Fortunately Beverly Hills High had some really awesome people and he got a few friends he was certain he wanted to keep for life. With his father working all the time now to provide for them Nathan now had to take care of not only himself but also for his sister Addison, and why he would never say that this was a bother to him. He was robbed of his childhood as he had to grow up far too early than a normal boy should have to. Now in his late teens he is very protective of his sister and will go through anything to aid her in whatever she asks of. But his relationship with his father is forever tarnished and Nathan can't see a way that this could be mended.[/indent][/indent] [color=AD5050]▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃[/color] [indent][sub][h3][color=AD5050]►[/color] extra information[/h3][/sub] [indent][i]All[/i] sandwiches[/indent] [/indent][/color][/hider] [hider=Nate's Journal] [center][img]https://i.imgur.com/NbG2DT6.jpg[/img][/center] [img]https://i.imgur.com/lEeujDC.png[/img][img]https://fontmeme.com/permalink/190325/0e7514df1abf8e8406196d31f7c3315b.png[/img] [indent][color=AD5050][sub]Tue January 1 2019 01.48pm[/sub][/color] [color=silver]“So I just realized as I lay here, pantless in bed. Maybe still a little bit drunk from last night. That this will be my last semester of high school! And what have I to show for my whole school career? Good grades and a fucked up social life? This is the moment… this right here. I have decided in this pantless state, smelling like old stale fries. This semester I will change! Go to parties! Go surfing more! Flunk a quiz! No… no maybe not that! But this semester will be different!”[/color][/indent] [hr] [img]https://i.imgur.com/RHb9xcm.png[/img][img]https://fontmeme.com/permalink/190324/4fd34ab3b1c2eca240a2eb742029651b.png[/img] [indent][color=AD5050][sub]Fri May 17 2019 7.57pm[/sub][/color] [color=silver]”They always tell me ‘Nate you need to relax. Stop being so tightly wound!’. But usually it is said like an insult. But when Sami tells me to relax it is usually accompanied by a beer and a sandwich. Where am I going with this? Oh yeah, he is a true friend. He said he wanted to go to this party this weekend and I guess I can’t say no can I? Also he has gotten a hold of an old RV for some reason says he’s taking it out on a road trip after graduation… Interesting!”[/color][/indent] [hr] [img]https://i.imgur.com/Q0LpjEj.png[/img][img]https://fontmeme.com/permalink/190324/201b6e7ef55f8f93a43b7e3494a197c0.png[/img] [indent][color=AD5050][sub] Sun June 2 2018 3:23pm[/sub][/color] [color=silver]”The [i]height[/i] of annoyingness [sub][s](is that even a word, fuck it)[/s][/sub] that fits in that small girl! Here I was just chilling after a morning surf and [i]she[/i] walked up to where I am sitting and criticizes [i]my[/i] technique?! All like ‘Well my mom is a professional surfer and blah blah blah!’. It’s like ‘No one asked you [i]Linda[/i]!’. If it wasn’t for Sami vouching for her I wouldn’t give Valeria the time of day! Or I mean yeah sure she is very cute when she has that surely face on her. And she is like nice [i]some[/i] of the time . And yes she does make a bomb BLT. But whatever I like looked at her for a second too long once and she threatened to choke me out… pffh like she could reach!” [/color][/indent] [hr] [img]https://i.imgur.com/maZ9okd.png[/img][img]https://fontmeme.com/permalink/190324/35780ad7195f8f507a96478a85ac5474.png[/img] [indent][color=AD5050][sub] Mon Mars 25 2019 4:53pm [/sub][/color] [color=silver]”So i found an old roll of film in my locker today and decided to develop it after school. Turns out it contained pictures from one of mine and Jules’s first hikes way back in the beginning of sophomore year. You know we look weirdly young even though it is only two years ago. But lately I catch myself looking longingly to my window waiting for his bright smile as he knocks on the glass. If I’m being honest I think he’s ignoring me… for some reason. Could it be something I’ve done? Or worse is it something someone else has done? The fact that I don’t know pains me the most. What does that say about me as a friend if I haven’t made an effort to figure it out? Or am I just being paranoid?” [/color][/indent] [hr][hr] [img]https://i.imgur.com/y1c36qz.png[/img][img]https://fontmeme.com/permalink/190324/ce3b3a68dc64acca5d0df8e1c253288e.png[/img] [indent][color=AD5050][sub] Mon April 9 2019 4:53pm [/sub][/color] [color=silver]“Today Kim told me that we are only surface friends. At first I was highly offended! But then I thought about it some more. What is our friendship really? We sit in the back by the snacks and make snide remarks about the people making their fun mistakes at parties. Or we eat lunch together in complete silence. Hell after she told me that we sat in silence just staring out into the distance. And if that isn’t a rad friendship I don’t really care what is!” [/color][/indent] [hr] [img]https://i.imgur.com/q3m2tdK.png[/img][img]https://fontmeme.com/permalink/190324/733f8cd475f5eaed6592d6454b59a9ce.png[/img] [indent][color=AD5050][sub] Thu April 20 2019 1:47am[/sub][/color] [color=silver]”So prom was a farce. Who knew people really, [i]really[/i] cared about who got king and queen. Because Emilia’s boyfriend Brandon sure fucking did. So much so that he dumps one of the most genuine, kind and… let’s face it, most beautiful girls at school! In front of everyone. Poor Em rushed out without any of us being able to talk to her. I guess she’ll need some space. I always knew he was a tool… I even have proof. The pictures I took at the homecoming game for the school paper shows as much. He and Kayleigh where not even smart enough to hide it. Fuck…. should I have shown her the picture that time she came around to steal some of my other photos? Would that have spared her this heartbreak. I don’t know.”[/color][/indent] [hr] [img]https://i.imgur.com/sgHXCKz.png[/img][img]https://fontmeme.com/permalink/190324/25b7223b251df1bf347314dbac306c2c.png[/img] [indent][color=AD5050][sub] Thu April 4 2019 11:47pm[/sub][/color] [color=silver]”So I guess Mandy’s parents are at it again. Man if I only could count how many time she’s knocked on my window with tears in her eyes. As I look at her look at her where she sleeps in my bed from my lumpy couch I can’t help but wonder ‘Why the hell am I always on the couch?!’. I guess it beats taking turns sleeping in the library. Which reminds me she owes me for the last snack run!”[/color][/indent] [hr] [img]https://i.imgur.com/K4VmyGm.png[/img][img]https://fontmeme.com/permalink/190324/1b1b9f07a7360cd36b843f76dde4f7ce.png[/img] [indent][color=AD5050][sub] Sat May 18 2019 11:38am[/sub][/color] [color=silver]”Ok… so I might have fucked up last night. This is what I get for going out drinking and ‘letting loose’. That party that Sami took me to turned out to be a [i]fucking[/i] rager. The host had apparently gotten a shipment of cheap european beers! And would you know those made me… uhm frisky. So after a few of those Danish beers I was gone. And all of a sudden I was tongue deep in my photography friends mouth. Ugh… and I know what people say about her and I feel real bad for playing in to that. Damn it! We are supposed to go to that photography exhibit next week. Well I guess it’ll be 2 hours of raw awkwardness!” [/color][/indent] [hr][hr] [img]https://i.imgur.com/Oe9b863.png[/img][img]https://fontmeme.com/permalink/190325/7f7771bdf3f509ae52e0d1556330b784.png[/img] [indent][color=AD5050][sub]Sat April 21 2018 6:42pm[/sub][/color] [color=silver]”So who knew smashing things with a baseball bat would render amazing photos? And by things I mean a really expensive car! When AJ got dumped a few weeks back. I noticed a steep decline in shitty jokes and dares being played out. The boy was depressed. And don’t get me wrong AJ is a shithead… but he’s kind of [i]my[/i] shithead and I feel real bad for him. So yesterday at school I asked if he wanted to come with me to the junkyard to take some cool action shots. I told him to bring stuff he could smash and something to smash it with. I didn’t really expect him to show up with his ex’s favorite car and a baseball bat. Apparently it would help him heal he said. Really cool photos though. ” [/color][/indent] [hr] [img]https://i.imgur.com/cMtoHIA.png[/img][img]https://fontmeme.com/permalink/190325/ed82e4673dc9c89a190a7fea0818cac7.png[/img] [hr] [img]https://i.imgur.com/lPdVcah.png[/img][img]https://fontmeme.com/permalink/190325/b866e286c47630411268acee6230adb0.png[/img] [hr] [img]https://i.imgur.com/NBbv0UO.png[/img][img]https://fontmeme.com/permalink/190325/f4f67668936e00270a7343b34fa21778.png[/img] [hr][hr] [img]https://i.imgur.com/nbT5Q2J.png[/img][img]https://fontmeme.com/permalink/190325/298ed7a54b5f46255e10a18fd602ec01.png[/img] [hr] [img]https://i.imgur.com/MrtHg7t.png[/img][img]https://fontmeme.com/permalink/190325/4e213e579e7911ce09ab514553c3e574.png[/img] [/hider]