First of all, I want to congratulate you on your courage. Internet Forums are well known for Trolls and horrible comments, You're a brave girl to be so open about yourself.

I can't imagine what it's like to hate your own body to that extreme. Sure, I wish I were a few stone lighter, Had clear skin, be a little taller and a nice chest, but I'm happy with myself. I'm only a year older than you so it probably sounds strange, but you have a good 70-90 years of your life ahead of you if you look after your body to look forward to!

If you ever want somebody to talk to, I would be flattered to be that person <3