[center][img]https://i.imgur.com/iTh0xxO.png?1[/img][/center] The walk home felt eternal, the events of today keep rummaging across his mind evoking a sense of foreign embarrassment and disappointment. Eyes trained itself on the now broken piece of a drone he kept on his hands. Mila said it wasn't serious, that it could be remedied, but the more he twisted it to encompass its damage visually, the more lost he was about how exactly that was gonna happen. Mila also said Kuni would be proficient in that, but... The grit on his teeth began to tighten finding himself ruffling his hair in frustration of just thinking about the prospect of approaching a girl, let alone attempting a full blown conversation. Perhaps he made a fool of himself, and that in of itself made the edges of his cheeks flush in the color of rose. [color=0076a3][i]"You'll hear this-- You always do."[/i][/color] Why was that peering to his thoughts again? His mood was already sour and this wasn't alleviating Hiro's mood at all. The stop light flashed its crimson, he needed to stop. The vehicles moving at their usual pace, the world forwarding without a means of a halt. Everything is based on the periphery of tomorrow, today is what we are inevitably stuck with and yesterday what we leave behind. Unfortunately, although the actions we took form what we are today for a yesterday, there is rarely the case for someone who shares no history, who's slate has been written blank. The night's stars hid between the world's pollution of light. The moon was all which stood its ground through the spectacle of night. Each minute longer than the next. Faintly, the sounds of footsteps were captured in a moment of trance, where two stood next to the other, eyes trained on the distance where they now knew to focus upon. Although the scenery before them was bustling with the sounds of everyday in the city, of motor engines and clatter of the masses, of distant chatter and faint music drumming somewhere close, their time was silent. Hiro clutched his senses, knowing he took a certain turn without much thought placed upon it. And the familiar voice rose to greet him in a moment that preludes his worry. [color=0076a3]"You must've taken the wrong turn... You know I take this route to the train station."[/color] Yes, he knew at least this much. He knew about how some roads lead to certain people, monotony was a routinely sin we all took part of. [color=1a7b30]"Would it be too much of a surprise if I said that just for a moment... I forgot?"[/color] A palpable silence. The two remained without speech, noting every secular moment pass them ever slowly. [center][h2]~♛~[/h2][img]https://i.imgur.com/1f8q9Tc.png[/img] [sub][url=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=amlY59NvgCI]Theme[/url] [i]Convenient, isn't it? Persistance trumps into that when you can throw yourself into death's embrace without consequence. For all you know about-- What do you truly know about sacrifice? - Vrael the Tailless[/i][/sub][/center] There, in the bustle of everyday where two met each other in the heat of a warm cup of tea. There didn't seem to be an instance where anything felt out of place, where with each deliberate blow on the surface of his drink, steam begun to surface alluring him to its aroma. His company, a girl who's bliss perhaps enveloped the entirety of the atmosphere. The placid nature of her essence would sooth storms into silence. Porcelain skin, flawless and quaint, meshed together so effervescently with the hue of her iris. The auburn which decorates her, nay embellished her long yet fluid brunette locks, rested upon relaxed shoulders. Long lashes courteously gracing the innocence of her gaze which gracefully follow a trek which leads all downwards to her rose colored lips. Thin neck, adorned by a necklace of gold, moon and sun emblem at its display. Someone from an unknown, or perhaps better said, faded past. [url=http://safebooru.org//images/2690/61790f750c9d68e7ea66c36c8a431f0a6ccf80b4.png?2801887]Himura, Hanako...[/url] Silence propelled between the two still, although one sat before the other, it's as if they were at their lonesome. To each, their presence was felt, yet their absence was noted. The reflection of the liquid provided better entertainment. Room for thought, canvas for memory-- Their silence was mere preparation. Eyes raising from their slumps, her smile, perhaps forced in the light of the situation. Whatever powers were which brought the two her today were now colliding with each other, attempting to break through a wall of ice thicker than any stone. [color=1a7b30]"How have you been, Hanako?"[/color] Her hands gestured her hair behind her ear, looking for the answers perhaps through the glass window which peered to the outside. People walking as the night began to settle in, and all were at their way towards their homes. [color=0076a3]"I don't know. Perhaps things have been comfortable for me. Nothing particularly new has happened from the usual."[/color] [color=0076a3]"Guess that's nice in it own way. It just means life is going well, perhaps not exceptionally well. But well enough."[/color] Her sights have demonstrated a pattern, and much to his surprise so did his. He never felt awkward towards this girl, but it all was met with a sense of guilt. Perhaps, because he felt like an invader in his own body. Memories should flash, thoughts should emanate from merely speaking to her. But it was all a blank page, where the remnants were ripped of its books, and old testament of their history wiped clean from his every existence. Her thoughts troubled her, certainly there was something she wanted to say, but found it impossible to speak it. Hiro was certain, that whatever it was he was not prepared to faced. And much to his dismay, he could not remedy either. [color=0076a3]"Rich, coming from a cadet Linker like yourself. I bet things in the academy are going well for you.[/color]" [color=1a7b30]"Well? I guess, the people are nice enough. Teachers are a bit strict, but nothing out of the ordinary. It feels like any other school-"[/color] [color=0076a3]"Do you even remember what being in another school feels like?"[/color] There it was. Perhaps she spoke it as if to understand something about him, underlying those words was a tinge of hope or perhaps, a tinge of grief. Her eyes locked with his, a smile broke on him. But silence once again over took the atmosphere. A smile was certainly the best way to get out of problem. Anodyne which lead people to peace. She was unconvinced, unmoving with her stare. Hiro thought for a moment, perhaps even hesitated in whatever calm he was grasping. Certainly the softness of his features allowed Hanako a moment of respite, but she knew all too well that those words stung. Like a blade to his side it was perhaps the limp which halted his run into a stop. She couldn't understand, or perhaps she didn't want to. Their history was something she treasured, perhaps valued above many others in their circle. [color=0076a3]"You know, everyone is doing pretty well. Their pretty mad though, you haven't been answering your calls."[/color] [color=1a7b30]"I'm sorry. I haven't really been in the mood, I guess."[/color] [color=0076a3]"In the mood? Hiro, people are worried about you. The least you could do is answer their calls."[/color] [color=1a7b30]"It's not that simple..."[/color] Notably getting much and much more frustrated, Hanako gripped her skit ever tighter attempting to regain whatever amount of composure she could. A sigh released itself, her thoughts were begging to get jumbled with her feelings. And Hiro understood it too deeply. Something about everything that was happening at this moment felt like it was meant to come sooner or later. He could feel it creeping into his very core it was a matter of time. It was only a matter of time. [color=0076a3]"It wasn't your fault..."[/color] [color=1a7b30]"She's still on the hospital on physical therapy, attempting to walk. How is it not my fault?"[/color] [color=0076a3]"She doesn't blame you for it."[/color] [color=1a7b30]"I can't even remember why--. I can't take responsibility for something I don't even recall."[/color] [color=0076a3]"There you go again."[/color] [color=1a7b30]"What else do you want me to say? I've apologized and apologized, but... it's not that simple."[/color] [color=0076a3]"Does forgiveness lost its meaning on you? Hiro, for all the graces in the world I don't understand your obsession with this. It was an accident. An accident!"[/color] A single memory rose, something he did moment after waking. A voice telling him he should do better, he should improve and attempt to live life in the struggle. A journal, when trying to recall events, moments, family. Was a section that wrote about a person, himself, that wanted this to happen. a detail note explaining some inner turmoil, some inner demon he needed to unleash. And so... when waking comes to fruition the idea that all of this was his doing, her damage, her moments of pain and therapy felled down on his hands. But why? Hiro, the man most envied other praised, a man who was sought to be the next [b][i]Striker[/i][/b] to surpass his father... After such an event, he didn't want to rise another hand against someone, it be better if he focused one something else... on a more supporting role. Maybe if he mastered this technique, maybe if he could do something to ease her pain and get her to move more efficiently... Then maybe he would obtain redemption. He was entertaining his thoughts, and Hanako was getting impatient, her features finally ease themselves and a slight frown exchanged for her anger. [color=0076a3]"I get it. You're scared, but being scared is expected. But to be lost in hope? To be lost in the unseen. I think that is really disappointing"[/color] She was right. But where to start? All he could do was continue, move on, attempt to get better. But at the moment-- [color=1a7b30]"It's just... not that simple."[/color]