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[sub][center][b][color=#FFB6C1]Diana’s Brutal Reality – Moving past her fear – Amone City’s Walls (Sept. 11th)[/color][/b][/center][/sub]
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Diana couldn’t help but still feel a bit regretful at ruining her parents anniversary of not having a hangover. It didn’t really help many things weren’t going right for her, it could’ve gone better. She definitely likes every single person in her squad. In terms of certain things, in the back of her mind none of this happened if she wasn’t highly patriotic and naive. It wouldn’t be right to try to change what happened in the past and live with her decision of being apart of this war. She still didn’t like the fact it was under threat of imprisonment in terms of how she got here via conscription. [color=FFB6C1][i]”I should be more careful in what I do in the future. Got to be more fair than anything I guess? Even though mother tried to stop me from joining this awful war in the first place but you cannot stop a Vastergoth when they choose their path.”[/i][/color] Diana thought to herself. In terms of that specific thing she thought, which caused her smile to reappear on her face.

She came out of her thoughts when Isaac addressed her about not shouting anymore. This helped her mood somewhat more, even though later on it would be in the drain again. [color=FFB6C1]”Thank you Isaac for saying that. Hangovers aren’t really a great thing to have...”[/color] Diana responded to Isaac. It took her but a few moments until she heard Micheal’s response to her question, and smiled a little bit. In terms of everything, she was definitely tried, which is why she ordered a coffee and is drinking it now to awake her up. [color=FFB6C1]”Yeah… didn’t like waking up with this hangover I still have. It’s a bit of a problem.”[/color] Diana said, with an ounce of regret of messing up the Vastergoth’s anniversary of not having a hangover. It hurts to do that to her family even though the only three people in her family that truly loves her with all their heart is her brother, mother and father. Her two older sisters are complete and utterly mean and hateful to her, but at least Susan did apologize to her.

However, there’s a specific man in question in her hometown that she wished she never crossed in her life. It was Richard Averring Donster, which threatened her and even slammed her against a wall because he hated her family specifically. She tried to forget what he did to her when he reintroduced himself on that one train, when she arrived to join the battle of Garnia Hill 58. It was an utter shock to see him on that train and him joining the military as an enlisted soldier and not conscripted like her, however, the biggest shock was he was nicer to her on that train than in Castleton. [color=FFB6C1][i]”Why did he join the military? Did he want to keep his word of his threat or something… But I have no idea what is going on in his head… However, he was the most popular, the smartest and utterly has too many agendas because of his family’s name. That is what my brother told me.”[/i][/color] Diana thought to herself, a bit confused about that. She couldn’t really figure out what that specific man thought of himself even though every single person in Castleton praised him. However, it was probably because they were afraid of him and what his last name is Donster. It irked her mostly because of his attitude in Castleton & On that train were completely different.

Diana snaps back to reality, only because she heard two specific questions about what’s wrong with her. The first person, which asked the question was Britta about what’s really wrong with her and the second was Michael. She couldn’t help but start crying because there’s a whole much wrong with her, but the major problem with her is Richard and what he said to her before she was sent to the Conscription Bootcamp. [color=FFB6C1]”Uhhh… It’s the daydream I had before what I said. Because I was utterly helpless to defend myself from the man that scared the living shit out of me. I couldn’t do anything but allow him to torment me and call me really mean names, which insult what my family does in terms of protecting the values of Darscens in my hometown of Castleton.”[/color] Diana said, she was crying alike she was. It shook her a bit too much, her hands were shaking in fear alike that day specifically in that daydream, when she ran into Richard Averring Donster. 

She breathed in and out for a few seconds to try to calm down a bit to continue. [color=FFB6C1]”He is an unfeeling bastard, which threatened to kill me himself… but when I met him on the train to Garnia Hill 58. He was a bit ‘nicer’ to me it was weird. I have no idea why he did that… Oh yeah you might want to know whom he is… He makes what Luke said about Darscens tame in comparison to his hate of them, which is Richard Averring Donster. The most praised but most feared of them you could say in my hometown. I have no idea [i]why[/i] he joined the war, while I was forced by conscription. Richard even threatened me to never tell my mother Rebecca… But my mother would easily find that out but I was shipped off to the Bootcamp right after that incident.”[/color] Diana said. It was a trying time, which is why she should’ve wrote to her parents but didn’t at all while on the train to Amone. However, she decided to stop being afraid of that bastard even though that little daydream didn’t help how much she was afraid of Richard. It’s constantly in the back of her mind that Richard will make due on his threat but she can’t really be afraid of not telling her mother since she’ll find out anyway. She is an open book and easily able to be read like one.

Diana continues to eat her food, nonetheless since she needs it. The coffee is definitely helping her in terms she only got very few hours of sleep that is. It’s kinda obvious why if someone heard her loudly in bed with Victoria. She was happy that this reminded her of home since her parents were always the ones that chatted while eating breakfast, lunch or dinner at home. They were a definitely happy family besides her elder sisters being very mean to her and calling her short or what not. She smiled happily just thinking on those days talking to her mother and father at the dinner table, it was really sweet. [color=FFB6C1]”I miss chatting with my parents at the kitchen table talking about random things. It is the happiest moment of my life… then Astra had to ruin it… by marrying Richard, who’s an utter bastard. However, I think their wedding is after this war… Why did Astra have to be even more of a bitch than Susan? Susan actually apologized to me. The one thing I know… Astra outright cut off all ties with our family. All for money and wealth. Why does greed drives some people?”[/color] Diana asked. She had a depressed tone throughout when she said that her elder sister Astra had to ruin the happy family. The question she specifically asked was to the not stereotypical rich person who’s name is Michael. She wanted to tell Astra every single little thing wrong with her outright stupid belief system of believing the Donsters in their lies. [color=FFB6C1][i]Why would a Donster of all people marry a Vastergoth unless its to ruin my family’s reputation?”[/i][/color] Diana thought to herself. She is just thinking about that since she doesn’t know the real reason why Astra and Richard would get married but knew Astra's reason but not Richard's.

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