Right, she'd hate having to hurt people but feel it's necessary to erradicate the unfaithful who would do them harm. She might even be slightly in love with the Prophet, or at least think that she is, making her devotion to the organization that much deeper. Other than believing that Elliot is the Prophet, what type of religion is it? Would it be leaning towards Christianity, Paganism, Hinduism? Or is it something that you will give us as we go? If I'm writing sermons that she is listening in on I want to try to keep it consistent.