Yeah I take all of the blame for not telling anyone about the plans for the bedroom scene. I should have just left a quick note in the OOC saying "nobody interrupt this plz" but hey I've learnt my mistake there. That one was totally my fault, and I do apologise for it. I did try my best to make up for it after though with Moira interactions! *bows multiple times*

Anyway yeah, I've definately felt that I've been slipping lately, idk. I don't think it's anything people have individuals have done (except for the previously mentioned fuck-up of mine), but yeah as a whole we've been a bit... idk the word. Wary? Something. It's something I'm definately going to try and improve on. The communication thing too, I definately need to improve on that one.

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We got too reliant on Pach, basically. One way or the other. We were treating him as the GM but not a player. Taking him for granted. Kinda makes me sick to think that I was treating him like that. He's my [i]friend[/i]. Urgh.

I'm gonna try my fucking hardest to fix things. I'm kicking it up a gear. I adore this RP like nothing else, and I really want it to succeed. But tbh, I want everyone to be happy even more than that. I need to kick up my communication by about ten gears. I need to be braver with my characters - they both have very strong personalities in their own ways, and I'm not utilising them properly. My latest post was that much more fun because I actually [i]was[/i], why have I been so fucking hesitant?! I need to take the initiative to move things on more. I need to trust that I won't piss people off with my choices. It'll be hard for me, I'm self-critical as fuck. But I need to.

Idk if this is the word for it, but we need to make it more... organic?

I think a week should hopefully be long enough for the investigation times? I'm not very good at judging timeframes. But I'd still like to do it, even if we're brief about it *shrug*