Asran looked away, “I wish I knew.” Even after all this time he still did not understand the why. It angered him so much not understanding. It made his whole body tense with his hatred. After all this time his resentment of her grew. “I may have been taught kindness. But, after all this time I’ve grown to hate her. For causing me to experience this constant agony. I don’t care for her reasons anymore, but I want nothing more than to erase her very existence. To ensure it never comes near me again. So I don’t get hurt again as I cannot take another dose of this. As it will kill me even if it doesn’t physically kill me. It will kill the kindness in my soul as I cannot take such a deep betrayal a second time.”