[quote=@Techspert] What hurts? [/quote] ...the loss of my family... the people I've killed... the wars that I've fought. Every failure, every loss. It's like no mattter what Ive been forced to suffer through everything, no time to heal in between each traumatic event. It just keeps happening. I have watched my out fucking children die in front of me. It was all my fault... I shoulve kept them hidden, kept them away from all of this....