[@Ceta de Cloyes]
If it makes you feel better, I'm in the same boat here. I had my post ready and after reading it over I was like.... wait this is trash and doesn't do anything that I want to do. So I may have made the stupid mistake of rather then posting it and just moving on I deleted it and I'm now starting from scratch. Though I will say there is something cathartic about deleting 3,000+ words and several hours of work with one press of a button lol, felt very zen.