[@Landaus Five-One]I recommend watching Rise of the Shield Hero, Overlord, and That Time I Got Reincarnated as a Slime. Please note that the characters in the last two start out a bit OP. Rise of the Shield Hero has a bit of character development and a sad story. Hope that helps you pick. 

Furthermore, don't feel sorry for me. I am how I am. Honesty is one of my flaws/merits. Honest John as the saying goes. I am glad I could help you laugh. Why else do we choose to RP? To have fun, right?