[quote=@Meta] Then make it right instead? [/quote] Even if I make it right,ive got a hell of an ass beating heading my way with her, especially if she finds out everything. And on the cheating thing....i dont know if I can make it right. I can apologize to my girlfriend Charlotte... but... the... *sighs* ....I don't feel the way I did before about her. Ever since my children passed away.... I dont feel the same about her. Ive lost that emotion. If I break up with her now, especially iwth this going on, thats not going to do me any favors...