I don't need professional help I've taken enough psychology courses to know when I need help. What I need is to not get blamed for every single fucking thing going wrong in this roleplay. I don't intend on hurting myself, I don't intend on doing anything dumb or rash. What I do intend on doing is to stop gm'ing this roleplay if all I ever see when I look on this OOC is someone bagging on me in a seeming unending conga line of me getting shit on for apparently being a biased gm.