From the writing floor, I want to scream as I slam my head into a wall metaphorically.

To explain, its really hard to find the art I want. Hooray for using bicolor hair that's a rare combo these days. Black and red hair, yay.

...This is really why I need to work up the courage to commission some artists, but oh well. Just scrolling through google, using various keywords to find what I want, doesn't seem to be going too well, but oh well.