[quote=@Host] You've made it clear that the danger aspect of Existence isn't for you. That's perfectly fine and you shouldn't be ashamed of it. [/quote] I do hate it. And I hate power, especially mine. I’d feel better about it if I didn’t have it, but because I do, it’s just another layer to my guilt... Like, I could have been there and actually made a difference whenever someone I cared about was hurt. I could have atopped it from happening. But I hate that those situations happen to begin with. *Leans against the wall and slumps down, so that I’m sitting against it* It’s part of my mental conundrum.