[quote=@GalaxyRaider]
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I do hate it. And I hate power, especially mine. I’d feel better about it if I didn’t have it, but because I do, it’s just another layer to my guilt... Like, I could have been there and actually made a difference whenever someone I cared about was hurt. I could have atopped it from happening. But I hate that those situations happen to begin with.
*Leans against the wall and slumps down, so that I’m sitting against it*
It’s part of my mental conundrum.
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*Sits down in front of you*
It's a part of you. And you're totally justified to dislike that part of yourself. You have no obligation to use it.