[quote=@Host] *Sits down in front of you* It's a part of you. And you're totally justified to dislike that part of yourself. You have no obligation to use it. [/quote] Do I? Sometimes I don’t know. It’s like life teases me. “Oh, if you’d have just sucked it up and been there like you should have, you could’ve saved them!” I just... I hate it all. More than anything else.