I tried to get access to an old email of mine for three hours last night. I tried password recoveries, and google said that it couldn't prove that the account was mine. Said account's back up email was my school email, which is now deleted. So, in short, I can't get back into the email that I wanted. 

The reason for wanting back into that email? I wanted to read some messages between me and an old friend. Said messages used to help me calm down, and I've been thinking about said friend a lot. 

I also messaged said friend on Facebook last night. I didn't get a response. 

Kinda sucks when the one person you want to talk to doesn't want anything to do with you anymore.