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Shinji:
Well, for starters, im [i]still[/i] carrying on this little thing with Fairy Blue despite still being Charlottes boyfriend, which is absolutely fucking horrible and shitty of me. She really cares about me and ive done her so damn wrong.

*looks toward the sky*

... maybe a bullet to the brain would suffice as a just punishment.
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You could stop associating with her. She knows that and is pushing you on purpose.