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Its... impossible. I was who I was because of my children. They made me who I was. Without them, I'm.... hollow.
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Then reinvent yourself, it's not that big of a mountain.
I can certainly say that you weren't like this all your life and neither has anyone else. After all, if the past could see the future they'd always be surprised at what's happened.