[quote=@Host] *Smiles* Thanks, that means a lot to me. Have you considered asking for help? [/quote] Yep. Part of why I’m better off than when I first started on this journey. Friends here, a friend elsewhere, and a therapist to vent to freely and get advice from... I’d be lying if I said I wanted it the whole time, but it’s one of the best things Isaac ever forced me to do.