Ah, fuck, this going to suck.

I'm sorry guys, I can't do it. I thought I was ready to GM another RP but I'm really, really not. I love all of you, you're a great bunch, but I'm not having any fun writing any of this. I'm not even invested in my own concept.

It's not to say that I don't like what I've been trying to build, but it's just not inspiring for me. I want to do this, but I can't. Even before getting the OOC up it was already starting to feel like a job rather than something I'm passionate about.

It sucks, too, because I'm the guy constantly shitting on GM's being incompetent and now here I am doing the same. I wasn't lying when I said I was ill, but the reason I was came due to the stress of me worrying over what I should be doing with you lot.

If anyone wants I can share what I was going to make the plot originally, but y'all can consider this dead in the water. If someone wants to pick it up and run it in my stead they can feel free to, though.

Sorry for dropping the ball like this. I feel really bad about it. I think you all made some really cool shit, some of which is more creative than I'll ever be, and I feel like a failure for not living up to that. Hope y'all get better GMs than me in the future.