Simon turns his head to Vadimas when he heard he sound of his voice but doesn't focus on him. " it was an accident really I was a citizen in the battle of Urû'baen when they began pulling people to make shades. " he said looking at the ceiling but in the direction of Vadimas" I was one of the people who got chosen most of the people who usually get chosen die so I wasn't too thrilled. "He takes a couple of steps " so they strapped me to the table and summoned some spirits but I told myself I wouldn't be controlled. " he said and chuckled at the memory" so I've been fighting them for control ever since and not really as didn't want to be one in the first place"