Aqua sighed. 
"You can't forget what you never knew in the first place. I'm questioning it myself. Wish I had an answer to give you."
She looked like she felt bad about it and was genuine. She was honest with flower. 
"I do love her you know, but if she can't love me as myself, well, you know what may happen, and I may no longer exist." 
She was referring to her personality and mind being erased and replaced.