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[sub][center][b][color=FFB6C1]Diana’s Brutal Reality – The Firecracker, Diana – September 27th, 1914 (Siege of Amone)[/color][/b][/center][/sub]
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Diana, a bit later in the day, which had some good news at least. The scouting party did come back, however, Thomas who basically hit on her was completely dead. This shocked her to her whole core, it made her utterly terrified for what’s going on in this war, will anymore people be killed. She couldn’t help but walk around the camp, after the said explosion. However, something worst happened she literally walked into the worst thing she could see, Luke & Ines basically fighting but some soldiers did stop it. [color=FFB6C1][i]”This is terrifying… guess this is what feels like to be useless among everyone or something to that effect.”[/i][/color] Diana thought to herself, while starring in a bit of fear directly at the two in question. Basically yelling at each other for Thomas’ death, however, she wasn’t close enough to hear what Ines’ said to make Luke snap directly at Ines like that.

It scared her, she’s now more scared of her existence because of what she feels like is tearing apart the squad. However, she tried to hide her fear with a gentle smile, even though it was a cover for how scared she was. The small miracles is she did not go with them since she wouldn’t want to disappoint her mother in dying in a place like this. It was pretty much obvious that Luke & Ines’ needs to cool off but she gained some courage to talk to at least one of them. She was highly nervous about it because of her multitude of different feelings but she would be not even to save Thomas either. In how, Luke responded about no one could have saved his life. She walked up behind Luke, hopefully he wouldn’t make it worse by doing something stupid. However, she decided to say something under her breath before she spoke loudly. [color=FFB6C1][i]”If my mother was here, she would probably say he’s blowing certain things out of portion? Like that speech he done… because she can see a bullshitter a mile away. But I wish I wasn’t forced into this war… But I am and I am as scared as everyone here or really even more scared...”[/i][/color] Diana said, under her breath. It took her a bit to clear her throat because it was a bit of a thing.

There’s one thing about Luke when he goes off the rails, he sure does. Out of everything, he is speaking the truth here about they should calm down but her two little cents might make it worse. But its better to be a fish in the ocean than being swallowed by the vortex of depression, despair, etc. She blinked slightly only to do something she never thought to do like ever, she sighed deeply for what she was going to say to the two. [color=FFB6C1]”Fuck… it. I can’t stand it any longer but why does this have to be like this? It seems like my lot in life is being trapped in between people who can’t keep their anger to the minimal. The only people in this squad that are actually [i]nice[/i] are Jean, Reyna, Kalisa, Britta, Isaac and Michael. I know I have said some mean things to you Luke Godfrey, but this got to stop. You two cannot do this to our squad, if it wasn’t for everyone here I would probably be dead somewhere in a ditch in this war. It was that everyone helped me to be a better soldier and all you two are acting like are a [i]OLD Married Couple[/i]. I worry about every single person in this squad as if they are my childhood friend Anna from Castleton because I only have her as my best friend. I don’t see any of you minus you know who as family.”[/color] Diana said, basically hinting at the Captain without saying his name or anything. She couldn’t really smile anymore because this is hurting her morale more than anything, it hurts to see anyone fight or threaten death on another person in the squad.

Diana sighed at what she said, but she does mean what she says. If it wasn’t for this squad, in terms of Jean and everyone who is underneath Captain Grumpus she would definitely be dead. All she can do with a certainty is run and that’s not really going to save you from a bullet or whatever that artillery shell was because she certainly doesn’t know. [color=FFB6C1][i]”This is so confusing… Why are the two men I’m attracted to are so different or that I see something differently in them? Luke Godfrey & Jean."[/i][/color] Diana thought to herself. However, she accidentally spoke a bit louder when she said Luke & Jean at the end of her thought. It clicked to her right away as if she hit something and almost spilled the beans. She sighed a bit and hoped that Luke would just ignore what she said and not pry in what she meant. 

At least she didn’t say anything about Reyna other than she being nice, which would be a complete an utter fuck up. [color=FFB6C1]”I do hope you listen to what I said. Because I don’t want to lose anymore of this squad to this bloody war. We are fucking family for fucks sakes, not by blood but by the fact we are all fighting for the Federation. I will make sure I don’t die for my mother’s sake since she would be utterly depressed at my death.”[/color] Diana said, with a smile. She did regain her smile after all but it was because she had to make an example out of this hurtful harmful thing that’s going on in this squad. It is only because she is finished with this bullshit almost like how badly her mother Rebecca was done with bullshit. Her mother basically said the same thing to stop certain people in her family that was twice removed cousins to stop fighting each other.

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