Lucien glanced up at Faolan briefly before he averted his gaze. He had spoken without thinking, and now he felt a little bad about it. Thinking back.. he recalled all those scars he had seen on the man back on the ship. Faolan clearly had his fair share of hardships. In his feelings of jealousy for his ability to be able to travel as he pleased, he had almost forgotten that. 

[color=burlywood]"I'm sorry.. That was insensitive of me."[/color] He muttered, knowing he was probably right. His words had only discouraged him further. After all, Faolan clearly knew way more about the world than he did, and the dangers it held. Maybe if.. he dedicated some time to learning more about the way people lived and how things worked for them out there.. maybe that would help him make it out there, but he felt like that would take too much time. He had already spent twenty years of his life isolated from the world. Now that he had gotten a taste of the outside.. holding back on wanting to go out there and see it for himself was hard. 

Lucien let out a sigh. [color=burlywood]"My lot huh.."[/color] He said quietly. [color=burlywood]"Continuing as I am would probably mean I'd end up becoming a priest or something of the sort.. I remember hearing the head priest back home talking about that."[/color] He didn't sound extremely excited about it. After all he didn't really follow their religion to the dot. He had his own view on things, and he didn't think the occupation suited him, but the head priest thought otherwise. After all with his ability and origin.. he would make the perfect priest in their eyes, and that way he would stay secluded from the world, and his abilities would never be discovered. The man shook his head, unsure of why he had even bothered to bring it up. Perhaps he simply wanted someone to complain to.. someone that wasn't part of the church already. 

[color=burlywood]"I'm sorry, I don't mean to continue to complain. I should be grateful they've taken me in here.. I probably sound like a spoiled brat.."[/color] Before he most likely would not have thought twice about it. He would have had faith in the priests and what they thought what was best for him, and went along with what they had wanted but.. it was just hard to do that now. He wished he didn't have to worry about these things.. that he had been born an ordinary human, that way he could have done with his life as he pleased. Things simply did not turn out that way. He'd just.. have to accept the way things were.