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[sub][center][b][color=FFB6C1]Diana’s Brutal Reality – Before the Liberation of the Cathedral – September 28th, 1914 (Siege of Amone)[/color][/b][/center][/sub]
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Diana had a hard time, which also had a struggle to get out of bed with all that happened yesterday. It was a bit torturous for her to say the least. She couldn’t help but sigh at the whole situation, however, she heard the morning bell. It seems like the time to finally finish Amone is on, it would take all of her strength to not die and return home. [color=FFB6C1][i]”I get so emotional… but this place is my new family until I can reunite with my love ones at home...”[/i][/color] Diana thought to herself. It was definitely understandable for her, which she has been like this ever since she was a child. She shrugged her shoulders while finishing getting up, which was a good thing she was still wearing her hair like it was before. There was many things going through her mind and it made her slightly distracted. It took herself to calm down a bit but she couldn’t really keep a smile on her face because of the single thing that Richard said all that time ago.

All of this, which led her to decide something very important. It was a very tough decision for her, however, she didn’t know how her own mother would react to her decision. She decided only on the fact, which is she is fighting for the Federation and needs to act like a soldier of it. It hurts her that she basically has to leave her humanity behind for her primary goal of living, so she can reunite her parents after the war is over. [color=FFB6C1][i]”I’m scared, I have to do what I must or I won’t be reunited with my parents… everything that happened yesterday taught me… I should do something more than just relying on everyone. If I want to grow up and save my sister Astra from Richard’s Evil. I must not stop and do my best in this war so I can finally stop being terrified of him.”[/i][/color] Diana thought to herself, with a slight sigh. She put her helmet on, which her hairstyle is still in the ponytail style, since she changed it to that. In terms of everyone, it was nice she chose finally to do something other than allowing everyone else do the things for her.

Diana needs to stand on her own feet, however, it’ll be hard. Since she [i]is[/i] terrified of what might come of herself if she does this. However, there cannot be second thoughts so she decided to leave her tent and then sigh a bit angrily when it was raining. [color=FFB6C1][i]”Always… Always Raining… it’s like the weather is sad for what we have to do today.”[/i][/color] Diana thought to herself, with a sigh. She walked towards where everyone was being stationed on the front line. It took a bit of her to find Jean, which she was shocked to find Lucia next to him. Guess that means Captain Grumpus let her do things again with the squad again, which was good. She brightened up seeing Lucia, which is nice to see.

It took her a bit to walk towards Jean, Lucia, and gave out a small sigh. However, it was only to get their attention, she was trying to do things differently compared to how she has been. It’s pretty intense that the continuation and the finishing of the Siege will take everyone to finish this. [color=FFB6C1]”Oh… Hi Jean and Lucia. I will help you liberate the Cruxian Cathedral. It’s the least I could do for my family’s history and to see a smile on Michael’s face is going to be really nice.”[/color] Diana said, with a slight smile. In the back of her mind, she knows the reasons why her family left the Cruxian faith behind, which was because of the Donster Family nonetheless. However, her family’s beliefs are similar to Michael’s faith in a religion like Cruxian. She didn’t like the bloody weather, however, it always had to rain during a battle.

Diana tried to get herself focused on her assigned tasks in terms of Liberating the Cathedral and also in staying alive. Amone needed to be free from Imperial control, but she was going to do her extreme best to help her friends and herself in killing as many imperials. She hopes that she won’t be haunted by the choice she decided before finding Jean and Lucia. By allowing her goal of wanting to live to discard her humanity without even firing a shot at the enemy. Only time will tell, however, she put her left hand on where her silver necklace, holding onto it. [color=FFB6C1][i]”I hope Gavin and Rebecca will still love me… for what I am about to do… I still want to feel happiness after this and not unbearable sadness or loss. Why does anyone have to die?”[/i][/color] Diana thought to herself. This is the point of no return, when the operation starts anyways. She must kill the enemy, rather than be killed herself.

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