Faolan's voice snapped him out of his thoughts, causing him to close his calendar as he turned to look at him. He had planned to give him some time to himself, but it seemed things were alright now. His request made him curious, considering Faolan never really asked him for any sort of help. His request had certainly been a little surprising. Honestly he thought that Faolan would want to completely drop the subject... but it wasn't like he didn't understand the question. He wasn't sure how aware Faolan was during all this, and if he had never talked to anyone about this before, it wasn't like he had anyone who could describe it to him. He shifted his gaze back to the water. [color=burlywood]"It.. was.. frightening.. Not because of what you were turning into but.. the pain you go through.."[/color] He muttered, and then shook his head. That was probably not what he wanted to focus on. [color=burlywood]"Your body reforms. If I had to describe it simply.. the beast itself is a wolf-like creature that's very tall, I would say at least eight feet in height if it stands on two legs."[/color] He began shuffling through his bag, before pulling out his journal, along with a pencil. He quickly flipped through it, finding an empty page to work with. There was a part of him that wasn't sure if he actually wanted to know Faolan what he looked like in that form, he didn't really want him to feel any worse about it.. but he of all people deserved to know. He knew what it was like to have things about himself that he didn't know, and wanted to discover. He wasn't going to deny Faolan that. [color=burlywood]"I'll just show you."[/color] He muttered, as he began to sketch on his journal. This was one of the many hobbies he had picked up back at the church. Drawing was something that gave him a little bit of peace. His journal held plenty of sketches of some of the different places they had gone to, of things he had found fascinating. This was one of the times he was very thankful for the skill. His hand glided expertly through the paper as his mind tried to envision the beast he had seen tirelessly running through the night. [color=burlywood]"It looked like [url=https://cdn2.listsoplenty.com/listsoplenty-cdn/pix/uploads/2010/06/werewolf-pencil-drawing.jpg]this[/url]."[/color] He said, showing Faolan his finished sketch.