Lucien's eyes narrowed. Throughout his entire life, he didn't think there had ever been a moment in which he had truly been angry and lost his cool. It was unlike him, and he usually took things in a calm, and logical approach. It was how he was. Of all things, Lucien was not an escalator when it came to arguments, but he could not help the anger that began to boil inside him at Faolan's accusation. Just like that, all of his self control was gone. 

[color=burlywood]"Is that what you really think? Because it's not true."[/color] He asked, clenching his fists. There was no way he could have had that, after all he couldn't just [i]talk[/i] to anyone else about what had happened, they would not understand. [color=burlywood]"If you did not have a shoulder to cry on these past two months, that was because of a choice that [i]you[/i] made. I have [i]always[/i] been here for you, even at your lowest moment. Don't make it seem like you're the only one who has been suffering. You have no idea what the last two months have been like for me. [i]Constantly[/i] thinking if you were okay, if my decision to go out that night had completely destroyed our friendship. I took two jobs to keep myself busy from thinking about [i]you[/i]! Because I couldn't get you out of my head!"[/color] He stepped toward the Irishman as he spoke, who had quickly took two steps back. That only made his anger grow.

[color=burlywood]"[i]Stop running away![/i] I don't want to hear you of all people accusing me of doing [i]anything[/i] out of drunkenness. Was [i]I[/i] just good company to you too? Is that the only reason you kissed me?"[/color] The words had left his mouth before he had any chance to stop them. They had both avoided saying this out loud since it happened, but he just couldn't do it anymore. The last thing he wanted to believe was that his words were true, it hurt him to think so, but if that was the case.. then he needed to know. He needed to know so he could stop all these swirling thoughts of confusion. Maybe he still had time.. to shut away those feelings.