"It still hurts. To know you just left without saying good bye. I knew it was going to happen at some point or another. I knew that intelligently, but I seem to always say to myself, 'it hasn't happened yet, maybe it won't tomorrow' And I bought the lies. I'm deathly afraid that its only going to happen again. I barely got to the point where my life was liveable, and Cat came to us for her own dating problems had gotten extreme. And then a few months pass and the thought of you was getting to the point where it wouldn't send me to a crying fit. And then the door knocked as I was getting back to my normal life doing my best to ignore anything extraterrestrial. And then I heard your voice. Not that I haven't before mind you. I became angry that Caitlyn would play such a horrible joke on me as I told her everything I could without sounding crazy. And then you started to apologize for nothing or perhaps everything and I knew it was you...but I didn't want to hope cause you did that as well you see. And then I saw you behind the door, I thought it was just another illusion of mine until you went to my arms in a sick haze. I never felt so relieved and angry at the same time in my life. But I love you Doctor. As I will always do and have since we first started traveling with you having a different face and voice." She admits. He wanted to know so she layed out everything that was bothering her. "So is everything okay? I really hope so. Just please promise me...if we do have to say good bye again you'll say it this time? Please?" "Ya know, I believe everything is going to be okay." Caitlyn said with a nod. She had that faint feeling and since she had ignored that only once before when she first entered the dating scene, she never would ignore it again.