Komada was at ease until Hanta finished his statement... She hadn't been talking about their training, but she also didn't want to pursue the subject further, so she let it go. The rest of the day was fairly quiet.

When the field boss was defeated, the entire group of clearers, which Komada actually found she had managed to keep up with, entered the labyrinth. The group moved quickly, but often split apart and came back together and it took a few days to reach the twentieth floor, where they were finally able to hunt out the doors. The entire group stood before the doors and Komada looked around the corridor in awe at its sheer size and elegance. She sheathed her Rapier and ran her hand over one of the fine pillars... Sure, she missed home, but there were moments like this that this world seemed almost better. She and Hanta hadn't been together for most of the clearing and she didn't want to distract him now, so most of her time had been spent with Hana and Lily - as they were both in her squad. It seemed like only seconds before the doors were opened, despite the break having been several minutes.

Komada felt her heart racing, but she drew her rapier and entered with the twins and the other members of her wave. She was rather surprised how easy the minions were - in fact, it was comforting that perhaps they had all over-trained. She could even kill a few of them one-on-one, but the call then came for their group to hold onto the boss while the previous one healed and the others fought the minions. Of course, Komada was to come in after the switch, so she was amongst the safest facing off the boss and she watched as Hana and Lily joined the group which block or counter-attacked the massive beast's weapon.

Now was her chance... She had to go, it was time to move with everybody else and take down as much of the boss' health as she could while it was open. Before she knew it, everybody had blasted forth from the ground with glowing blades and knives. Komada blinked and shook her head, taking off seconds after them. She heard her name called and a command of "wait!" but it was too late. Everybody had cleared as her rapier flashed and struck thrice. After using the skill, she needed a moment to cool down and her eyes flashed with fear as she saw the beast cry out and ready its weapon. Nobody was ready - she had accidentally broken the cycle and there was another cry for her - she thought it was Hana. However, as the huge blade struck and threw her off her feet, she seemed to ragdoll as she slid across the floor, her vision growing hazy in the confusion of the moment; she had never tumbled so much... There was a noise sounding, like water being poured out of a cup into some kind of open container, like it was draining.

When she finally stopped moving, she heard a pinging sound and noticed that her health bar. It was flashing bright red and was but a sliver. Should she have had a potion before the wave shifted? The moment set in a moment later and she snapped to, crying out as she opened her menu and sifted through it to materialize a red vial of liquid. However, in her panic, she bobbled it and dropped it the short distance t the floor, causing it to deteriorate instantly and shatter into pieces. "No!!" She couldn't die now... She saw a minion close in toward her, running over the floor with its weapon drawn. 

There was a flash as the minion froze in its tracks and exploded. Emerging from the shimmering pieces was Lily, not missing a beat as she skidded to a halt, taking a knee beside Komada and expertly pulling out a potion for her. "Idiot, why would you charge?"

Komada's eyes widened, "You..." She muttered hazily in confusion. It was just slightly different from Hana - had Lily been the one to call her before?

"Shut up and drink this," She commanded coldly as Komada took to the potion. Lily, however, bolted off and back to the war effort.

If not for Lily, Komada would certainly be dead now, and she felt her throat starting to close. Was she really that useless? She wanted to just say it was a mistake, but it was the pressure... She had completely broken, then made the wrong decision... She wasn't cut out for this - not for this world, for fighting, for helping all of these people so much stronger than her. She began to push herself away from the fighting and hte minions were distracted by those who were actually doing damage as she pulled in her knees and tucked herself away, her eyes clenched tight. [I]Let me out of here... Let me out... It's all a dream - I just want to go home... This isn't my world...[/I] She repeated to herself silently, trembling as she cried into her knees, trying to keep her sobs quiet. She couldn't do this... Any of it... What kind of life would it be?