Lydias ears lowers as he nears her she was used to being beaten and closed her eyes as she waited for the stinging that she thought would come. When he gently pet her she looked up at him and gave a soft happy noise her tails starting to wag inspite of herself. She watched him and her ears flattened on her head when he yelled. She frowned as his explanation.  She sighed. "Forgive me for this but....your so scared some one might die that what happened if we did not....what if we ened up surviving against all odds? What if despite our tomfoolery and dumb ass choices we make it we become grate mages like you....we get you dont want to take the rick...but some times the rick is worth it! We are prepared to die for this....we are prepared to spend hundreds if not thousands of years to learn....we want to take a chance on you...but your not willing to take the chance on us even tho we are ready to sacrifice EVERYTHING even our lives for this...." she said to him.