[quote=@Intrepid]
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I... Guess that makes sense. I guess I’ve gotten to the point where the word “train” is synonymous with preparing yourself to fight something.
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Do not feel obligated by your power to fight. But the uncertainty of it demands that you know it well enough never to lose control. I do not say that to give you undue stress, as lack of control is not obviously an imminent concern. But it is a legitimate one.