Illy could sense Lucien's aura becoming distressed as he explained, and slowly her face began to fall. She knew that he wasn't scolding her, but part of her felt like he needed to impress his reasoning for the both of them. She felt bad for asking, but she needed to be sure that he knew what he was doing before he did it. She trusted Lucien with her life, but he often sacrificed his own best interests for others. Part of her was glad to hear he would be doing this for himself, though. Herself, Aurel, and Lucien had all spent too many days being sad these past four years... [color=598527]"I'm sorry..."[/color] she said, casting her eyes to the floor. [color=598527]"I think it's a good idea...this day is supposed to be bright for all of us."[/color] She forced a smile over at him, but felt that it was at least partially genuine. Though she was worried, she knew they all needed a little break from the negative that had been weighing them all down lately.