[quote=@souleaterfan320] I...... *sits down* I.... *tesrs up as I'm thinking of what to say, and how to say it* ...A while ago, we discussed about my mental state, and how I wasnt completely well. I started trying to find someone in the group with the qualifications to act as a shoe in for a psychiatrist. However... they ended up being a shady, seedy character.. someone by the name of Fairy Blue. She was locked up alongside the Nobles after the Noble War. She recently got out but... I couldnt find any incriminating evidence on her that would justify her being thrown in with them... so I acted as a mediator. Got her out for good on good behavior. With that, she agreed to help me out with my deteriorating mental state... what I didnt realize is that for some odd reason... she was infatuated with me. I didnt realize it then but... I found out in the worse possible way. . ....she kissed me and....I kissed her back. *starts crying as I say that last line* I'm so sorry charlotte... I didnt want to hurt you, you're a good person.... [/quote] *my pupils blend with the color of my eyes and my eyes look cold, my expression becomes a calm glare* And you are blaming her? It seems that you fell in love with her as well. The signs were all there from what you told me, Shinji. Yet you didn’t listen to them. Why didn’t you come to me? My home is always welcomed to you. I am disappointed in you...I loved you and still do. And you do this, I didn’t call you to let you have your space. And you do this. I...I.... *breathes in and when I let it out, my body opens up slightly and lets out a huge blast of heat from vents, they slowly close shortly after* ...How long has this been going on?