[quote=@Galvanize] *my pupils blend with the color of my eyes and my eyes look cold, my expression becomes a calm glare* And you are blaming her? It seems that you fell in love with her as well. The signs were all there from what you told me, Shinji. Yet you didn’t listen to them. Why didn’t you come to me? My home is always welcomed to you. I am disappointed in you...I loved you and still do. And you do this, I didn’t call you to let you have your space. And you do this. I...I.... *breathes in and when I let it out, my body opens up slightly and lets out a huge blast of heat from vents, they slowly close shortly after* ...How long has this been going on? [/quote] It has been for a while now... her and I.... we arent together. She wants me too but....I dont trust her I think she wants me, that shell just use me like Kirina.... but... this is all my fault. You deserve some one better, and I'm sure you'll find them. Until I can actually get my mental state correct... I think we should take a break....Its clear that I'm destructive towards you....you deserve better... .... Fuck it... *pulls out a bottle of alcohol from my jacket* ... *chugs it*