Hearing his words, she wished she could help him more, assist him with something but again this was something he had to do. These were his decisions to make and she knew better than to speak out of turn at this time. Prince or not this was his responsibility. [color=f49ac2]“Don’t apologise, you didn’t force me here.”[/color] Offering a bright smile in hopes it would cheer him up just a little even if it was a fleeting moment, [color=f49ac2]“Kind of my fault really.”[/color] Glancing down at her leg before meeting his gaze once more, [color=f49ac2]“What kind of idiot steps in a bear trap? [i]This one[/i].” [/color]

It was such a relief to feel them land and she couldn’t help but let out a sigh, she did not want to experience one of these again in a hurry. Smiling as the bodyguard Harry helped her out of the vehicle, she politely thanked him taking the crutches to steady her walks. Although she was a little shaky at first after being airborne. The memory was haunting her, something didn’t seem right but for now this wasn’t about her. A part of her worried for Caspain, the idea of all this weight on his shoulders. Having to make the difficult decisions, she could not imagine doing anything like that and she didn’t blame him. It reminded her of how he had not told her his identity at first, keeping it a secret so it all seemed normal.
 
[color=f49ac2][i]That’s so sad. I wish I could help you more. [/i][/color]

Keeping the bright smile on her face as Caspain turned to look at her she understood this was something she could not be a part of. Probably for good reason. Although the smile did not reach her eyes, she hoped he did not notice, he had a lot more to worry about than her own problems. Like her memories. [color=f49ac2]“Oh no! Don’t worry about it, I may go lie down. The whole air…”[/color] Shaking her head as she glanced back at the vehicle, [color=f49ac2]“Did not agree with me, definitely no appetite right now. Thank you though.”[/color]

For a moment she wanted to reach out, touch his hand gently to reassure him but she held her composure and just offered a smile. It wasn’t appropriate and she didn’t think it would be received well. [color=f49ac2]“I’ll be in my room, if you still want to hang out with your friends later come find me? I’ll rest up for now.”[/color] [color=f49ac2][i]I hope it goes well.[/i][/color] Not voicing her last part, she used the crutches to head back inside, following Harry as she had yet to enter from this way and she was a little unsteady on her feet still. 

It hadn’t taken long but she had moved into her room that she was staying in and happy that she was alone she moved to the bathroom. A part of her still felt sick and she looked up at the mirror back at her reflection, she looked pale. Haunted. However today seemed like the day of memories as something else returned. 

[i]She was watching from the bathroom, eyes looking at her father that was stood in front of the mirror proudly pinning something to his chest.[/i] 

Hand went to her head as she tried to focus more on that imagine, what was her father pinning to his chest? [color=f49ac2][i]What was that?[/i][/color] Looking back at her reflection she felt her heart drop, the badge had something engraved on it. [i]Hope.[/i] That was it, that was when her stomach went full circle and she dived towards the toilet as she emptied her guts, body shaking from all the emotions surging through her. 

[color=f49ac2][i]What did hope mean? Why was she here? Could these be fake memories?[/i][/color] Thoughts swarmed as she felt her head spinning as she sat beside the toilet, tears left her eyes. Doctor Emmett had said something about how her memories could twist and not be the truth, maybe she was just worried about this attack Maybe she was just freaking herself out about it all. She began convincing herself that she was a high born. She was found in the city, granted edge of the woods but she had to be a high born. 

[color=f49ac2][i]Stop it, you are a high born. Meant to be here. Caspain has been a great help… Caspain. Dammit![/i][/color] She liked him, no matter what she said or did she liked him. There was no escaping it. Letting out a shaky breath she moved to the sink again and began to freshen herself up after everything, she would clean herself up then just go rest on the sofa and not think on any of her stupid memories anymore.